oh mann.

it isnt nice letting the same person down twice.

but i bet this its already more than twice. try four times.

i wont let the fifth one pass though.

no ; never will.

three simple words '

she : i never wanna see you again.

he : no, please gimme another chance. i'm sorry.

she : what difference does it make? you and i both know that this is never gonna end. half the time when we're together, our differences surfaced ever so obviously. we wont click, dont you ever get it?

he : no, but you dont understand..

she : understand what? its better for us to be apart, to go back in time. to those times when we didnt need each other at all; those times when we were both better off alone.

he : no. we're not going to ever be happy that way.

she : how so..

he : just listen to me.

he : please understand that i'm just but a normal human being who isnt very much perfect no matter how hard i try. so what if we're totally different, so what if we do not come from the same roots, the same background? i'm somebody filled with flaws of my own, and you are someone else with your own shortcomings when put alone. but together, we're one whole flawless piece. why would anyone wanna go back to being their imperfect half after experiencing what it was like being whole? please dont let me be the old me before i met you. please, make me smile like i mean it just like how i did when i was with you.



-okay, now swoon and die everybody. ^^ hehh.

jungle/fishingcat/leopard trail.

yesterday, my dad brought us to greatworld and i bought trashtalk. thereafter, i finished reading the book in the next few hours. it was good, just like its first. now i hafta wait for its third though. ugh.

the nightsafari was awesome lah! x)

the slow loris is really wicked slow and omg, i can die from being hysterical just seeing it move from branch to branch. during the show, the owl was being bad and he didnt wanna fly to its owner's outstretched arm. but it was a beautiful bird though.

my parents were being lazy after the tram ride and they just decided to go eat, so it was only THEbrother and me exploring the freaking safari. we saw the hyenas devouring this carcass and its damn disgusting when you hear the sound of a bone cracking okay! i think the giraffes are damn lucky please. their exhibit is right beside the water front of upper seletar sthsth and omg, it is freaking gorgeous.

bats are cute if you do not take their wings into consideration of course. bushbabies too. ELEPHANTS! whoa. bestest please. the otters were just as excited to see us as much as we are excited to see them. hahahaha. and we almost enticed this barking deer to elope with us. almost.

ohh. did i mention that there was this point of time when my brother actually got quite paranoid bcos he thought that the golden cat was about to climb outta its cage? the leopards, stupid creatures really. and the place is really dark man, just walking along the trails alone can give you the goosebumps.

okay. i'm done. the next trip is the zoo and reptilepark and stuff. i love.

i think i'm done with studying. i'll just go be a zookeeper now! wish me luck with the resume.

motivation proclaimation.

i had a bad dream last night. terrible. =X i bet i'll never get over it.

anyway, i skipped school today along with the rest of the blessed souls from td7. no, it isnt any alliance because we all had different excuses. poor jasper though. and instead of being productive, i was too active. too actively involved in everything else which was seemingly more important than studying.

i went to S11 for lunch and thats important because i need to eat. i went to hougangmall for their supermarket (YAY), and thats important too because my house needs to stock up on groceries. i went heartlandarea and thats also important because i need to see the doctor for my medication. later, i went to sunteccity to get crocs! hehh. ohh, thats important too because i'm short of footwear.

so you see. everything i did today was important. ugh. sometimes i hate making choices.

okay. so now i shall start to study. no i'm serious, though i must have probably mentioned this about a million times. i WILL study, after i go to the zoo/nightsafari. x))

so friends and people who love me, hurry get your ka-chings. katGREATEST needs you. :X

and i heard my exams start on thursday? bless me dear God.

veelawell.

finally, after what seems like several weeks of procrastination, i've finally settled down in front of the tv to watch the very hip and happening, villa wellness. (i still cannot fathom how i could have allowed myself to miss that show feeling guiltfree week after week)

the show, covers a classic. besides trying to lose weight, these girls aka women face all sorts of inhouse politics, homesickness and not to mention, food temptation. a remarkable feat indeed. its quite upsetting to see them go through life like this, being labelled as failures and getting ostracised because of their body mass and getting all depressed and easily hurt because of friends, families and the scumbag fiance.

if only licenses permitting the elimination of these filths were allowed...

the most wowing part was that, this particular woman which left actually ended her finale speech by telling viewers to watch out for their inhouse bitch (whose name i've forgotten) and stuff. i didnt know singaporeans were as conniving.

you gotta love reality tv. =D

september20th

okay, this is to my dear lil'brother. happy birthday! now now, dont you think its time to be smart? hahahaha.

this is a rather random entry. i figured i needa a break from overworking my eyes on my very interesting reading material. by now, almost everyone i know should be feasting their eyes on all their lecture notes in preparation for the very much dreaded promos and whatsoever. i, however, prefer to stick with potter and his triwizard cup.

very very much more enticing indeed.

oh. to digress a little bit, i would like to proudly exclaim that that i'll gladly give up one day of sleep for the good riddance of my constipation issue. it is annoying the daylights out of me.

so much for small talk. its back to harry now. tata all.

gqhwvs

`EOM draft 2
`some WRthing
`Physics (i dunno what chapter sia)
`Econs essay and someother hmwk.
`maths aod.

they are all due by tmr i guess. hahaha. so so dead already.

ohwell. i'm gonna take my nap now. and then i'll continue with my vcd marathon.

i'm giving up on my school and any hopes of continuing in srjc and soccer and stuff. it just doesnt make any sense for me to study when its clear that i'll flunk with a capital F thankyouverymuch.

okay bye!

tenniscourt soundtrack`

i was asked/forced to drink up a bottle of prune juice. it tastes the worst ever. the fact that i didnt very much agree with prunes made the whole process even more unbearable. they said it was for my own good since i have constipation as frequently as i open my mouth to speak gibberish. well done kat.

i woke up in the morning and got immediately overwhelmed with fatigue. must be the latenight with vincent yesterday. initially, i was working my brains to concoct a flawless excuse for skipping class but apparently, stomach ache came and everything just literally fell into place. am regretting it now. my trips to the toilet today is equivalent to my family's trip to the toilet for like 3days altogether.

what joy right.

and so, my doctor says that i must have created alot of stress for myself since the exams are coming and hence, the stomachdisorder. i highly doubt it, considering the complaints i've been blabbering to my parents about the people there. first it was annie(worshipme!)tan who speak of me as if i'm as worthy as her old pair of socks and this other freaking nerd who scolded me and my pwgroup "chaocheebye" and "fuckers". the latter was the most amusing cos she reeks of an overfilled rubbishchute and no one in their right mind would expect such profanities from her, considering the fact that she hand-carries more books then my jackbag.

i'm serious when i said she is a nerd. her skirt is like a breast support thing and she tucks in totally. i wanted to just point at her and laugh please.

at the rate i'm studying, i think i should just quit soccer because i'm never gonna be able to play it next year anyway. everyone else are at their revisions and i just started doing my hmwk dated like a century ago.

very clever right.

ugh.

monday was the first day of school. it was the funniest can! like omg, we were laughing our asses off for almost anything and everything. but, i had to spoil my laptop too. hahaha. now it cant be turned on anymore because apparently, the slideswitch fell. imagine the horror on my face.

today, is like totally different from yesterday. the mood was pure solemnity. my gp teacher too became one of the asses in my dictionary. she said i'm stupid, dumb, a troublemaker and a surefail for gp. and when i smiled too much while she was reprimanding me, (note:SMILEonly), she said "you still dare to smile! if i were you i'll already dig a hole and bury my face."

like hahahahah. no one can possible imagine her state of decomposition if i really decide to burn her house. to think she keeps harbing that we are losers in gp (literally), and insults our intelligience as if it was her own. i bet it totally slipped her puny, pathetic, multi-tasking loser brain that she is our tutor, the person who is suppose to teach us. she should learn the word responsibility and realise that our fantastically poor results are actually her achievements.

with people (teachers actually) like that and a kook for the leader, its no wonder that my school has such a bad reputation. i'm beginning to detest adulthood. people who think that they are right because of their seniority and status and whatevernot about respecting the elders should be drug out to the streets and shot. for those who think like that and regard us adolescence as insignificant and deny us the right of speech, they shouldnt even be born. hahh.

okay. now i dont even wanna grow up any further. goodnight annie, i hope you cry.

happy18th ; star.

and so i just realised i'm not very good at lying, especially about stuff as ridiculous as me going to santacruz for the weekends. i got a heartattack when i know i'm supposed to be appearing offline when i'm online. ugh.

ytd is the worst day of the week. my stomach doesnt wanna give the pains a rest. seriously, i almost opted for stomach transplant with my brother secretly when he was asleep. i just dont get why he doesnt get such problems when we live under the same roof and practically eat the same junk?

okay. so salt was rather fun bcos we get to run around like idiots and yes, we came in first. we meaning me, rese, dado, and uncleB.

gave chicken a surprise with lightsticks and well, whippedcream-filled inedible pound cake. went back to parkway thereafter and yeah, ate all den i walked around with gaofei, just talking and talking. HAHAH.

hmm. sometimes i wonder if there are more important things to do besides studying.

vincent is a buffoon. he called me around 10 to tell me that he is having his (surprise) prelims tmr. okay, for our almost coming 11thyr of friendship, i shall cross all my fingers and toes to wish you goodluck. i do hope you excel better than youknowwho* and throw it right in her face. then, you can come to srjc and join me. yay! x)

wouldnt it be nice..

OH! i found my harrypotter and the goblet of fire like 5secs ago cos i was searching for my dictionary. okay! am damn happy right now. all i need, is for someone to pray for time to standstill.

the mother nags, yet again. bye!

thedeck.

shopping malls should be smart enough to place at least ONE posb machine in their premises. really, how dumb can such an establishment get! pfft.

walking to and fro, from ps to marinasquare and back with vincent is rather ugh. he walks faster then a jetplane and at times, you hafta really wonder if the alcohol really acted up on him. but it was fun. we had a can of jellybeans with us when we were walking back. the pineapple almost killed him and he stoled like 3 toasted marshmallows.

i almost kicked him for that.

and oh, we had a goodtime with the friend on the phone too. he said "your friend damn cute sia, call you just to ask you where you are without joining you in the end".

hahhaha.

.so i can breathe again

lethargic is the word, people.

haha. there's this show currently airing on HBO or starworld (i cant remember) and its a little bit like sisteract with all the singing going on and stuff, trying to attract people to church. if only the catholic churches in singapore were like that. for mine at least.

the swensons in compass is opening on the 7thsept. YAY!

i'm gonna take a break from everything now. i wanna make a list of all the countries in the world that i wanna visit and present them all to my parents. i need a holiday real bad, to get away from all that hypocrisy and bad vibes i'm detecting from a selected few. better still if my parents were to decide to ship (yes i mean ship) my brother and i over to some boarding school far far away! imagine the amount of fun! singapore would den be a holiday destination.

okay no, thats not nice. i'll bring my family, and any other worth-it souls who wants to tag along.

oh, and koda too.

here lies blahblah.

the bahchorMee selling ourside srjc is good. everyone should go eat it. hahaha. right mingming?

maths lecture was a total waste of time. i went there to test star and lum on their knowledge towards the songs sung by BSB and any other randoms only. then there was econs. i failed my DRQ. hahahaha! promos are like 20days away? somebody needs to start counting down in my face as denial is still evident.

i miss mtv WhateverThings and my whole VCD collection badly. hence, i'm gonna forgo physics lecture tmr and dedicate the entire day to my love, the TV and its wonderful gadgets. after which, i might meet up with huan in cp. i need a saviour like her right now.

OH! mr. problematicFace better start returning me my 30bucks bcos i'm seriously outta cash this month. i can smell poverty knocking already.

my spongebob smells so good today, it exudes this aroma and makes me wanna just sleep can. dont ask me how come though.

bye.

googoodolls;

its like almost 1am already. hahaha. FRIENDS just ended and before that was whoseline. if only jerryspringer's aired here in Singapore. i'll just marry my tv.

this afternoon i was home, watching "A Cinderella Story". its one of my favourite chick flicks lah. whatsmore, mr murray is in it please. anyhow, this time i was paying alot of attention to the tracks they play and ohmygod i'm so addicted to the songs. FREAKING NICE!

a pity i dunno their titles though. sparky was being nice today cos he helped me dwled a few of them. x)

i wanna travel to Yosemite. no wait, Florida will do fine. from then, its hello Disney.


\-1.05am




the photographs your boyfriend took;

please define "School Holidays".

today isnt one of those days i'm proud of. it isnt really that remarkable anyway. ohwell, i just hope midnight comes fast enough before i go berserk.

hahaah. whatever.

bye. i'm just reminded of the amount of work i have. the best part is, they are all due tmr.

whoopeedoo-

atts.

` foodfest
` IT fair
` suntec randoms.
` scaryboy encounter outside suntec's escalator area.
` mph visit.
` spanish/malay learning.
` the mrt dialogue session.
` wrong stop at tamp (its the dumbest ever)
` backtrack to simei
` my cabride home.

i had fun. hahahaha. really.

and yes chicken, i still want theOC thank you very much. x)